A New Beginning
Well it's definetly been a while since the last time I was even on here. Till I discovered I still remembered my username and password (who knew?) so I decided it was about time I write my though...
View ArticleNew Addition
So about two years ago, my dad told me I had another brother. And that he lived in West Virginia and his name was Steven. He mentioned that Steven had epilepsy and was really sick at the time, so my...
View ArticleBittersweet New Life
Two months ago all I could think about was leaving for college. Every single time my mom would be on my back about something like taking the trash, all I could think about was how it won't be lik...
View ArticleLove and College...Oh and about 400 miles apart
Well...I guess this isn't turning out so bad after all. Now more into classes, I find myself adjusting, and I think this is something I will get used to. I made friends, but the kind that it feel...
View ArticlePregnancy...Will It Really Be The End of Me?
All my life I have always done things according to this plan I have...I graduated high school with as many honors and awards as I could possibly get. I got into my dream school and am studying the...
View ArticleRacism in the 21st Century
I don’t know why, but lately things here in my new home haven’t exactly been as welcoming as they were when I first moved here to East Texas. I had been warned quite a bit about the racis...
View ArticleChild of Mine
Well…I went to my doctor today to find out if I was pregnant or not since all my results kept coming out differently. It turns out God doesn’t think I’m ready to be a mother...
View ArticleWhere I Belong
In the duration of my almost 19 years of existence, I never felt I belonged anywhere. Through all of the trials and tribulations I have overcome or surrendered to, I still never figured out who I am...
View ArticleGIS Career?
I came to college with the thought that I would never change my major and stick to what I loved, which was environmental science. Then I realized that there was no possible way for me to graduate...
View ArticleNumb
Saying I'm fine is a lie Saying we're gonna try I walk past the mirrors of judgement Judging me for your mistake Playing me the fool I gave you every inch For you only wanted more You'r...
View ArticleWhere Am I God?
Yesterday morning my college ministry pastor was in a tractor accident and passed away. Last week he stopped me on my way to class and asked why I haven't been to church in a while. I told him I...
View ArticleGod told me not to be afraid
For the past two years I have been struggling to accept Jesus into my life for the sake that I am afraid of losing all control of what I want to do and who I want to be, instead of who God wants me...
View ArticleHomeless
After my grandfather passed away and my mother divorced my stepdad, we moved into my grandmother's house so she wouldn't be alone after his passing. That was the summer of 2008...5 years lat...
View ArticleThe Last Time
Something dark cloaked me today...It stole my smile and silenced my laughter. I heard this voice in my head convincing me to turn back to the blade...I haven't self harmed in 3 years. The voice k...
View ArticleI Feel Nothing
I will never understand why I have to care so much. Why not say fuck everyone and let nature take its course...If I could just do that I wouldn't be in therapy once a week trying to fix whatever...
View ArticleGone and Half Forgotten
I began my day as I normally would. Showered and got dressed to meet some friends for breakfast as I normally would. Came back to my dorm and started doing homework as I normally would. Talked to my...
View ArticleTax Questions
I am 19 years old and am a college student, and my mother claims me as a dependent on her taxes. Since she does not support me financially in any other way besides me receiving a Pell Grant as...
View ArticleNew Addition
So about two years ago, my dad told me I had another brother. And that he lived in West Virginia and his name was Steven. He mentioned that Steven had epilepsy and was really sick at the time, so my...
View ArticleBittersweet New Life
Two months ago all I could think about was leaving for college. Every single time my mom would be on my back about something like taking the trash, all I could think about was how it won't be lik...
View ArticleLove and College...Oh and about 400 miles apart
Well...I guess this isn't turning out so bad after all. Now more into classes, I find myself adjusting, and I think this is something I will get used to. I made friends, but the kind that it feel...
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