Pregnancy...Will It Really Be The End of Me?
All my life I have always done things according to this plan I have...I graduated high school with as many honors and awards as I could possibly get. I got into my dream school and am studying the...
View ArticleRacism in the 21st Century
I don’t know why, but lately things here in my new home haven’t exactly been as welcoming as they were when I first moved here to East Texas. I had been warned quite a bit about the racis...
View ArticleNumb
Saying I'm fine is a lie Saying we're gonna try I walk past the mirrors of judgement Judging me for your mistake Playing me the fool I gave you every inch For you only wanted more You'r...
View ArticleWhere Am I God?
Yesterday morning my college ministry pastor was in a tractor accident and passed away. Last week he stopped me on my way to class and asked why I haven't been to church in a while. I told him I...
View ArticleGod told me not to be afraid
For the past two years I have been struggling to accept Jesus into my life for the sake that I am afraid of losing all control of what I want to do and who I want to be, instead of who God wants me...
View ArticleHomeless
After my grandfather passed away and my mother divorced my stepdad, we moved into my grandmother's house so she wouldn't be alone after his passing. That was the summer of 2008...5 years lat...
View ArticleThe Last Time
Something dark cloaked me today...It stole my smile and silenced my laughter. I heard this voice in my head convincing me to turn back to the blade...I haven't self harmed in 3 years. The voice k...
View ArticleBittersweet New Life
Two months ago all I could think about was leaving for college. Every single time my mom would be on my back about something like taking the trash, all I could think about was how it won't be lik...
View ArticleLove and College...Oh and about 400 miles apart
Well...I guess this isn't turning out so bad after all. Now more into classes, I find myself adjusting, and I think this is something I will get used to. I made friends, but the kind that it feel...
View ArticleThere is no winning...
It's been awhile since I've felt the let myself sit and absorb all the bad things that have begun to overtake me. I've set them aside to deal with at a later time, but I guess that time...
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